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So we actually planted some seeds before we left for memorial day weekend, normally we wait until afterwards since no one will be home to care for them but when we came back the seeds were budding just fine, though the geraniums I had re-potted are looking a little worse for wear I'm just hoping all they need is some water and they'll be ok.

I planted 3 Zinnia seeds in a small pot:


I have no idea what Zinnia's are supposed to look like so I don't even know if these are ok, lol. I'm just hoping for the best! lol

Before that my mom had planted some carrot seeds in our back garden plot:

Again we have no idea what we’re doing, but we figured we’d give it a try, we all love carrots so we’ll see how it goes. If anyone has tips on how to grow, care for, and eventually harvest carrots it would help a lot. We don’t even know how to tell when they’re ready to be pulled up! Lol

 

I would go to Australia, the Great Barrier Reef to be exact, with my best friend of course, lol.

I would pay off all bills on my parents house, or buy them a new one, whichever they wanted. Then I'd put away enough to retire on later in life, in some kind of bank thing, I'd figure that out when the time actually came, lol.

So this morning I ended up turning off the cable box cause all we had was snow on the tv! It was ok though, I was planning on watching an episode of Supernatural off of the season 5 dvd's anyways and that still worked, lol.

I was riding in to Molinaro on the shuttle and as we were going through the round about there was some guy working on a lawn mower or something on one of the pathways and the old lady drving the buss was staring at his ass the whole time we went past! I had to try not to laugh, although I can't blame her cause with the way he was bent over we had a real nice view, lol.


[I'm at school right now, in a comp lab trying to distract myself from my hunger, and waiting for the comp lab that is my next class room to open up so I can work on the project for that class which is due 2 days from now. (Which of course I barely even started, of course.)

Man! I can't troll my usual tumblr Supernatural haunts since I haven't seen friday's episode yet and they'll have spoilers up to wazoo, lol. Gah! MUST WATCH SEASON 5 SO I CAN WATCH SEASON 6 AS IT COMES ON. Guh. *falls over* I don't know when I'll get the chance, I'll have to do some watching tomorrow, but my dad has off of work. Wednesday and friday, when I normally would have watched it I'll be doing some cleaning with my mom. I might not be able to watch for another whole week!! That'll be a lot of tumblr Supernatural posts to wade through, lol.



Yeah, that's it basically...

I'm so proud of myself! Aside from procrastinating worse than ever, I've been doing pretty good at the social stuff, well, ok at least, lol. Earlier this month I kept a conversation going with someone (a stranger I had just met) even though it would have been easy as pie just to let it go and stand there in silence. I didn't start the conversation, but I kept it going quite well, and I say hi to that person at least once a week (in a class together that meets twice a week) and sometimes a little how-are-you-doing's before class starts. And people I kinda made friends with in classes I had last semester I have in some classes again this semester and we talk a little. Typically they start up the conversation cause I'm just so oblivious, but I feel so good that they remember me and like me enough to want to talk a little before class starts and maybe ask me about something to do with class (even though they probably know more than I do, lol). It just makes me feel so great!

On another subject, today is Thursday, the season premiere of Bones comes on tonight and tomorrow night is the season premiere of Supernatural!! I most likely won't actually watch them til next week since we're going up north this weekend (leaving friday after my early afternoon class). Supernatural won't be for longer than Bones most likely since I still haven't watched season 5 yet (I know my procrastination is really bad when I haven't even watched season 5 of Supernatural yet, which I spent 40-something bucks on and REALLY do want to see!!!)

Definitly taking all this to therapy next week, lol. I've decided to just do individual every other week for now, can't quite afford every week. So next week, oh, and I still need to call the doc's and make an appointment for a medication check up on the thyroid stuff, ugh!

So you know the PC game The Sims right? Well, if you don't then this might be a little confusing to you. My brother's girlfriend had all 3 of them (and the expansions) and I told her how I've always wanted to play the game cause it seems like so much fun. So the other day she gave me her first version (the complete collection, bonus) since she doesn't play it anymore since she got the 3rd. I was so excited, and I went to try and install it onto my computer, and everything was going fine until 1% into it some stupid error popped up and just shut out the whole thing. I've tried 3 times now, I've deleted a bunch of documents (I needed to do that, man did I have a lot of shit!) and some programs that I don't need. Still, it won't work, it probably has something to do with not having enough memory or something. I'm probably going to call my uncle who knows a lot about computers over the weekend and see what he has to say. I'm probably going to try and download it onto my laptop, see if it does the same thing there, besides, my laptop needs to get used more anyways, lol.

But I have it all planned out how my neighborhood is going to be and all. So I'm going to have a Sim as alike to me as possible and my dream guy living in one house. Then I'm going to make a Sim who will be all that I wish I could be and my biggest crush (Jensen Ackles, you know the one from the tv show i'm newly obssessed with, lol) in another house right next to me. On the other side I think I'll have my brother and his girlfriend, I'll give them a bunch of cats and a few kids, lol. Then straight across the street from me I'll have my best friend and she'll have a sexy neighbor who she flirts with (and who'll flirt back, of course), if their relationship goes good I'll have them move into her house and have a drug addict in the guys old house, lol. Then on the other side of my best friend I'll have my cousin and her boyfriend, and they will be the neighborhood drama (until I feel like adding more, lol) who will have fights all the time and do crazy stuff like that. I think I'm going to have the Sim like me be a doctor and the dream guy will be a musician, then the Sim who is what I wish I was will be a famous model (but still a nice person) and Jensen will of course be an actor, I'll make him totally famous too, they'll be the Brangelina of my Sims world, lol. My brother will be a mechanic, his girlfriend might have a job or might just stay at home, depends on if they have kids or not. My best friend will own her own buisness or something equally as successful, and her sexy neighbor will be a doctor who I work with. My cousin will be in the retail buisness and her boyfriend will be a mechanic who works with my brother.

Oh, and school starts for me Thursday September 2nd, which is not tomorrow but the next day...OMG!!! I have all my books though, I've got my parking pass, and quite a loose schedule (1 class mondays and fridays from 10 to ll, 2 classes tuesdays and thursdays 10 to ll and 2 to 3, and 2 classes on wednesday 10 to ll and 6 to 9 at night!) so hopefully this semester will go much better than the last, oooh, all semesters!!

Anywho, just felt like babbling.

So I've got an individual therapy appointment tomorrow. Been a little while since I've had an individual one, since I can't afford to have individual and group $30 co-pay's every week. A couple weeks ago as I was leaving group therapy the leader of the group pulled me aside and asked if I would like to have an individual meeting with her to go over goals and what-not. So here it is. I don't really know what I'm going to talk about. My mom wants me to ask the therapist if it's ok for parents to go in, and I'm like "uh, you mean just you and dad?" and she says "yeah, or just me, or something." and I'm just like ok, I have no idea why she wants to know, or what she wants to do, I don't know, the question was just out of the blue. I guess I can talk to the therapist about how I've been doing lately, what with the new medicine and all. Probably should talk a little about my newest obssession with Supernatural/Dean Winchester/Jensen Ackles. I haven't really told anybody, aside from Sue, about all that.

Different subject. So my dad commented on how my room looks clean and I'm just like thanks, and then he asks how my closet looks and I'm just like "uh, huh huh, not so great" which is an understatement really, I just shove shit in my closet willy-nilly and close the door, out of site out of mind. Then he says I should clean it up, which means he expects me to, and I just say "yeah" and roll my eyes behind his back. I don't see the use in cleaning my closet, who looks in other peoples closets unless that person says hey you wanna see my closet? Which they only do if they have an awesome closet. Why does my closet need cleaning?? The use of a closet is to hide your stuff, so why clean it?! I know where shit is, depending on what it is it might take a little digging to get, but I'm more than willing to do that, and it's not like anyone else ever sees the inside of my closet let alone has to dig through it! Ridiculous.

I'm done ranting for now.

So I pre-ordered Supernatural Season 5 from Amazon. I will definitly be asking for all 4 other seasons for presents, or buying them when I finally get money, lol. Yeah...that's about it...


Fudge Dipped Chocolate Chip Granola Bars <= I could live off of those for the rest of my life!!! 


Yeah, that's it for now.

Have I told you about this show that I just love? Supernatural. Look it up! I just recently got obssessed with it, lol. They show reruns of it weekday mornings on TNT. I saw some of season 2, most of season 3, and all of season 4. There is a fifth season, but they aren't showing it, instead they're starting back at season 1. I really want to see season 5 cause season 6 starts in September on the CW and I want to know what's going on. So far I haven't been able to find any good video's on Youtube. There are a few episodes on the CW's website, and some on TNT's website, but I want to see it all!! I was looking up prices for the dvd's online and Amazon seems to have the best prices, I had been thinking of getting all 4 season's at once (I don't think season 5 has come out on dvd yet, correct me if I'm wrong) but that would cost upwards of $100, easily. I figure though I'll just get season 5 as soon as I can, so I can watch that season before season 6, if possible. Yeah, just checked and I can pre-order it for $38.99 and it comes out Sept 7th (season 5). Now, if my parents will just let me buy it, or nag about it and not let me buy it, that is the biggest if! I don't have much money.